Significance

I'm so busy right about now. For so many months - I sit @ my desk in my office. Ordinarily from 7am ish to 3am the next day...
I'm still up from an all nighter. Wondering what the hell is going on. I'm juggling 5 projects and none of them is close to being finished.

I have the website for our recently launched company - WWW.hmsdisplays.com to finesse it to completion.

My uncles house still needs to be approved at municipality... Gawd damn water reticulation and electrical plan still to be done. Plus the sans104 calculations.

Then my lawyers thing is haunting me. Ewellnessgroup.com  - the website needs work but its the furthest issue with it all. In Shermah's typical fashion. He has a comprehensive solution he has dressed as a business solution. So the headache I've got to deal with doing all the artwork for the layered approach he has devised is no walk in the park.
I should send him some stuff to judge the look and feel. Tonight...

Next door plot has yet to be purchased... Its come to the point where I do not care so much anymore - we need to finish the wall and add an electric fence to the farm wall and then the cameras and then I can start laying the irrigation and building the training centre and the greenhouse and the staff quarters.

I wish I could have my own mint - come on HMS. Lol. So much to still to be done. Regrettably it costs money.

While all that has been going on - the other projects aren't worth mentioning - we still have the rabbitry to take care of. The house needs constant maintenance. And I can feel it starting to run away. With the gardener fired its all up to me to keep this 7acre plot working.

The electric gate needs fixing however. Perhaps its time we get that fixed. The borehole needs a relay switch and a timer - especially now - that the rains have gone. I don't feel like buying another pump so soon after having got this one.

The pool needs major work - but that so not a priority right now. I'm tempted to throw some talapia in there. I doubt my lady will let me get away with that though.
My insect breeding has hit some speed humps since I had imagined I would have had the walipini greenhouse up by now.

Anyhow - what this lil moment of reflection has allowed me to do is gain a bit of perspective.

Being busy is no sign of productivity. Coz for all this work I feel I'm doing - I feel deep down I could do more. I simply have to stop being busy and start being productive.

Tomorrow I'm going to account for everything I do every half hour.

If I'm going to stand a chance of being significant by any measure - I'm going to have to realise my awesomeness.

It is time.